7.26.2006

Gain Some, Lose Some

Current Mood: Irritated
Last Song Syndrome of the day: Because of You


Iba iba talaga ang mga tao... Di mo alam kung ano ang makakapagtrigger ng feelings nila... Di mo alam kung kelan mo sila mapapasaya or kung kelan mo sila mapapagalit... Hirap i-assess... Meron talagang mga taong mahirap timplahin.
Ang hirap din kapag tinitignan ka ng lahat ng tao... yung tipong lahat inaabangan kung ano susunod mong gagawin... ang hirap maging artista! haha! pero joking aside, ang hirap ng kalagayan ko ngayon... parang palaging may nakatingin sa'yo... hehe, baka si ate basa lang yun...
Pero ang pinakamahirap sa lahat e yung i-blame sa'yo lahat ng faults without considering his own faults... yung parang kasalanan mo lahat, pero alam mo naman na hindi. I know I have my own flaws pero mahirap atang magsorry sa isang tao na hindi marunong umamin sa mga pagkakamali nya.
Pero what the heck, hindi naman ako ganun, alam ko naman kung kelan ako nagkamali... Being the control freak that I am, it is my nature to know everything that is going in the game -- that includes my mistake. And since hindi ako ganung tao, marunong din naman akong magsorry.
In time, I know this will be alright, we can't possibly be ignoring each other for the rest of ourlives, we will be seeing each other everyday until the rest of the year.
For all that its worth... I am sincerely sorry for all the pain ang turmoils that I might have caused you.
PS: as for the book, I am deeply sorry. I shouldn't have said that. I hope you could accept my apology. but as for the ___butido issue, I am very sure I asked everybody's opinion -- that includes you. And I am so sure you answered not a "no" but ___butido. So don't blame me if you were not paying attention on my SERIOUS topic. If you want your rightful respect, respect others first.
PPS: I am not angry, and I hope you're not too... Its just that I was insulted with what you did and said, but everything is under control now -- that includes my temper.
PPPS: The friendship I offered you three years ago was genuinely true. It was not because I needed you whatsoever, but because I really want you to be my friend. Three years ago, I gained a friend, I hope I won't lose you now. I am not closing the door to our friendship, I hope you will realize that. In your own time... I'll just be here waiting.

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